Missin u A LOT baby...

Hey..im suddenly really inspired 2 Blog sumthin, f course dis is mainly cuz m sittin absolutely jobles here!lol wel d title pretty much sums it up bt i mite as wel add sumthin since im bloggin neway.. Ever since col strtd, d 1ly thin i mis mor dan my skool is havin u near me... N trus me, im missin skool quite a lot.. Im feelin really quite lonely n wish u were beside me al d tim 4 d rest f my lif... I wanna hold u in my arms, they feel hollow witout u fillin dem..i wanna sho u how strong ive bcum by carryin u ;-) i wanna sho u how much i luv u n how much i wanna keep u happy 4 d rest f ur lif, unfortunately, no wrds 4m ne language can express d amt.. Tho ive lost ALL hope 4 mankind aft wat hapnd, i gues ders sumthin deep inside dat keeps me goin.. Frankly Aishu, ive been reduced 2 nuttin very much exceedin an empty shell aft al d blows dat i took durin d hols.. 4 1ce i want sum1 2 comfort ME rather dan d oder way arnd.. I so wish u Wud b dat sum1 bt i dunno whethr u undrstan me enuf.. U may nt lik me sayin dis bt its d truth.. Lik i sed actions speak louder dan wrds.. Wel neway.. I do nt wish 2 take up nemor f ur tim..study hard n b dun wit evrythin 1ce n 4 al n lets hope thins change 4 d betr.. Signin off wit loads f luv, urs truly, d guy whod kill 2 protect u :-* :-* :-* :-*