Here I am, again...

Have u ever observed how a digital clock turns from "23:59:59" to "00:00:00" ?? Well, if u haven't.....then just don't read cuz this post has absolutely NOTHING to do with u lol. Anyway, the time according to my digi watch right here is..."02:20:02" pretty cool time to blog don't u think? No literally it IS pretty cool tonight don't even need the fan up full speed. Great! I've successfully gone off topic. (whoohooo!!) Right, like i was saying, one second it shows the highest value it can attain and the next, the lowest. I experience and also observe others experiencing this quite a lot. One moment u are floating in air and the next, u fall flat on your face! So right now m in the 12th standard with a serious math exam coming up tomorrow and what do i experience?? Utter c**p!!! (like u dunno the word!!) I did my eng exam well and didn't really have a reason to feel bad about anything at all, I even had a really good lunch! But, sadly, about 2 hours after i reached my home I had this really sick feeling in my stomach, felt like I just wanted to cry mt guts out for no reason at all!! Well later I did find out why I had felt that way, will disclose that secret a little later. (but between u and me, something had gone through one ear and sort of what can i say?? "landed"! on my brain and suddenly i could hear E.T!! woah!!! Squeaky little annoying creatures they were!!) So far my life has been a not-so-good-not-so-bad rollercoaster ride but now m beggining to think that its going all the way down, without any breaks, and i just CAN'T see a track going back up in front of me. Either, its so far away that my vision cannot reach, or its become so foggy (i think smoggy would be a better suited word) that i can't see it even though its close or the worst of 'em all...its just not there. Personally, I don't think the last option is possible cuz hey cmmon the world isn't SO bad. But I would like a good long relief from the pressure of the G(P) forces acting on me(if u know what i mean...). Its only clogging my brain and blacking me out!! Its doing everything except what its supposed to do, which is sharpen me up and make me a tough competitor. I certainly hope things turn out better during the publics. And which nincompoop said that these 'coasters come with an eject button??!!!