Friday, May 20, 2011

The evolution of linkin park

Three years ago, I would have been proud to stand up in a crowded room and claim that I was linkin park’s biggest fan. I would have gladly gone against anyone who dared to oppose.

Now, I’m sitting on my couch, lazily flipping through channels when one of their earlier songs, “Somewhere I belong” began playing on vh1.

I was entranced. The guys on my TV screen appeared ordinary. They wore button down shirts in shades of gray,dark green and navy and plain pants with non-descriptant shoes. The lead singer, chester bennington even wore black square glasses (The really nerdy kind)

But when they started playing, thats when the music took over. The real people that hid beneath that calm outer facade began to unleash themselves on their viewers with their instruments and their music. The pain, the feelings, and of course, the raw power.

But in 2007, the very same band shocked me beyond belief. There stood chester bennington, wearing black leather pants, a black shirt and a sick looking black leather jacket(which was apparently, lent to him by the front man Ryan Key of the famous band yellow card) and aviators. (yes AVIATORS). His yellow blonde hair was dyed black and spiked. I wondered why my idol was trying to look like an imitation of Bono from the legendary band, U2.

The music video he appeared in, titled “What I’ve done” was very well shot and edited. The video showed pollution, deforestation, homesslessness, natural disasters, obesity, anorexia, and so on. What kind of point are you trying to prove? That the world is a bad place to live in? That humans are big baddies? That we should be trying more, to make a difference? In my opinion, the lyrics of the song were a bit ambiguous.

“What I’ve done” belonged to an album titled “Minutes to midnight”. A captivating name and a promising cover. But it didn’t deliver what I thought they had promised to deliver. Obviously , my assumption was very, very wrong. Linkin park invented a whole new genre of music with minutes to midnight. I call it, dance rock! Rock music, you can bust a few Britney spears moves to! (No offence to Britney or her fans, in my opinion, she’s an exceptional dancer and a very talented musician)

In my eyes, linkin park had died. I mourned for a year, after which, cchester came up with a new band and linkin park released a new album-both of which, linkin park’s biggest fan showed no interest in.

I sit here, in my favourite faded black linkin park tshirt, my red and black glasses in place (They were inspired by chester’s look in one of his music videos) , hope in my heart praying that the musicians I once revered as gods, come up with an album better than meteora and hybrid theory put together and reclaim their positions in the charts and in their #1 fan’s heart.....

Friday, December 31, 2010

New year~!

The new year's finally here.! Its a time of joy and celebrations and it provides so much hope for a new start. To forget all the messes you made in the previous year and somehow it just makes you feel better knowing that you have another chance to wrong all the rights, redo all the things that you resolved to but never actually got around to doing.

So here are all my resolutions for the new year (mind you, i only make resolutions i can actually keep)... so yeah..
1)To make the people i love,happy
2)To be nice to others
(As cliched as it may sound, i'm actually capable of being pretty mean.. and i HAVE been pretty mean... )
3)To play my guitar every day...
4)To love unconditionally
5)To try and be less judgemental

And thats about it. Happy new year everybody. Have a wonderful year ahead.

Friday, December 10, 2010

Phoenix

Somewhere during my journey,
i lost sight of who i am
I forgot how to believe
I began doubting everything around me
My life, my direction, my ambitions...

But i met somebody
who taught and reminded me how easy it is to believe (him)

Somewhere along the way
i forgot how to smile
i met people who taught me it was okay to cry

And as i cried...
I learnt how to smile again

Somewhere down the line
I met a girl
who taught me how to forgive
It came to her naturally
and she probably has no idea what she taught me

Somewhere on this path
I lost track of my life
lost interest in all that i loved....
Then....
People,
helped me remember...
And i re-emerged
Stronger....Feeling better than ever

Somewhere along the way,
the old me died
Some of the people who taught me how to love
helped me grow...
suddenly left my life...

And i crashed and burned...
And i emerged from my own ashes...

To fight...
And to fly again....

Monday, September 6, 2010

Innocence....(part 2)

Mind you,innocence is not taking candy from strangers or taking a lift from a person who claims to be ur mom's sister's ex-boyfriend's cousin's roommate's fiance. Thats just plain stupidity. Don't confuse the two because innocent people aren't always stupid and stupid people aren't always innocent....

Innocence....(part 1)

Contrary to what most people believe,innocence is not related to anything a person knows (be it sex,drugs or rock n roll.). Or the extent of depth of knowledge he/she has on the subjects. Thats not innocence.
Innocence is a feeling. When u giggle childishly when ur bf tells u he loves u-thats innocence....
When u truly believe in something that nobody else does,for a reason tat even u don't know....

Friday, August 27, 2010

Missin u A LOT baby...

Hey..im suddenly really inspired 2 Blog sumthin, f course dis is mainly cuz m sittin absolutely jobles here!lol wel d title pretty much sums it up bt i mite as wel add sumthin since im bloggin neway.. Ever since col strtd, d 1ly thin i mis mor dan my skool is havin u near me... N trus me, im missin skool quite a lot.. Im feelin really quite lonely n wish u were beside me al d tim 4 d rest f my lif... I wanna hold u in my arms, they feel hollow witout u fillin dem..i wanna sho u how strong ive bcum by carryin u ;-) i wanna sho u how much i luv u n how much i wanna keep u happy 4 d rest f ur lif, unfortunately, no wrds 4m ne language can express d amt.. Tho ive lost ALL hope 4 mankind aft wat hapnd, i gues ders sumthin deep inside dat keeps me goin.. Frankly Aishu, ive been reduced 2 nuttin very much exceedin an empty shell aft al d blows dat i took durin d hols.. 4 1ce i want sum1 2 comfort ME rather dan d oder way arnd.. I so wish u Wud b dat sum1 bt i dunno whethr u undrstan me enuf.. U may nt lik me sayin dis bt its d truth.. Lik i sed actions speak louder dan wrds.. Wel neway.. I do nt wish 2 take up nemor f ur tim..study hard n b dun wit evrythin 1ce n 4 al n lets hope thins change 4 d betr.. Signin off wit loads f luv, urs truly, d guy whod kill 2 protect u :-* :-* :-* :-*

Saturday, May 22, 2010

Where ever you will go - The Calling

Of course this isnt my creation bt Aishu, I mean evry single word of it

So lately, I've been wonderin
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone, you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face
If a great wave should fall
It would fall upon us all
And between the sand and stone
Could you make it on your own

[Chorus:]
If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

And maybe, I'll find out
The way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you
Through the darkest of your days
If a great wave should fall
It would fall upon us all
Well I hope there's someone out there
Who can bring me back to you

[Chorus]

Runaway with my heart
Runaway with my hope
Runaway with my love

I know now, just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In your heart and your mind
I'll stay with you for all of time

[Chorus]

If I could turn back time
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'll go wherever you will go