BLOGGER MEET UP!!!!!!

Okay.... this post has been long overdue.... so let me finish what i started.

THE BLOGGER MEET UP!!!

Safe to say that it was THE craziest thing ever. Started with my friend calling me up and telling me she was outside my house when in reality, she was snuggled under a blanket near fast asleep =P =D

Pulling my master disguise (an adorable fashionable white hat) over my head, i started from home, waited at malar hospital for nearly 5-8 mins when the love of my life got out of the auto. I think its kinda fair to say my heart nearly stopped for a second or so.

Walked to the restaurant where we were at and had one hell of an eventful time. I don't remember laughing this hard and feeling this light and happy and just being myself you know? I gained a lot of material stuff that day but i gained a lot of stuff that was invaluable. Stuff that helps me sleep on a sleepless night. Chases away my demons when my world seems just so full of them and i feel afraid to battle them.

Every single moment, every single second, every word, every pause, every touch, every smile, is imprinted in my memory like it happened yesterday. No scratch that, like it happened five minutes ago. Mind you, i don't need to remember it, with his arms around me, there was one simply amazing and perfect photograph.

And when he had his arms around me, i simply closed my eyes and felt his embrace. How he held on so tightly like he never wanted to let go. How he held on to me so close, like he wanted to chase my pain away and keep me happy for as long as he was alive. And i put my hand on his. A silent communication. Telling him how i much i wanted all that.

And even when we let go and part ways.... felt like things would never be the same between us again and in a very awesomely good way. In the famous words of my amazin co-author

"I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE NEXT BLOGGER MEET UP!"

Wanna hold you tight

This "thing" goes out to my special someone. : )

Its late in the night

And m sittin here holding something tight.

Wonderin whats wrong whats right is what am supposed to be doing,

But this thing m holding,

Prevents me from moving.

When I press it hard to my chest baby,

I feel you are closer to me

Than it appears to be.

In the things I do and think,

I might be right, might be wrong,

But I know one thing for sho'

That my love for you is strong.

YOU, are right HERE,

Right here in ma heart,

Jus sad that circumstaces keep pullin us apart.

'm askin you to wait;

Cuz people threaten to use you as a bait

And in saving you I dont wanna be late,

For to me you mean

More than jus some goth girl.

Without you my world

Would cease its constant twirl.

I ain't no writer,

Neither m I perfect,

But this thing you gave me

Has made me, over these words sweat,

And that my darling,

At a poker game you can bet.

'm still sittin here

Holdin this thing tight

And when you gave it to me

Didn't wanna let you outta my sight.

It was a crime against my so'(ul),

To have let you go when I did

And I did suffer on the inside for it.

"They" say love is a mistake,

Well for you then my heart I forfeit.

I know I can trust you with it

For you dont, in me, see any glitch.

You tell me m perfect,

But looks like you made a mistake,

Cuz I've put you at stake,

And for that its myself that I hate.

I wanna take away all your pain,

Relieve you of all your strain,

Be able to tell you, "Go honey, relax in the rain."

And this thing that im holdin brings me pain

As it remains

A reminder that Im tryin in vain.

I know I cant take away all your pain

And what makes life even more rough,

Is that I feel I dont understand you enough.

But gimme a break baby life is tough;

Talk to me, explain to me, laugh with me,

For I wanna understand you better

And make you laugh even harder,

As I love to hear you laugh my lover

And no one knows that better than you.

Our love other people may hate;

And m guessin its our sad fate,

But my love for you will never abate.

People call me a thief;

People call me a crook,

But this thing m holdin throws all that away.

This thing m talkin about is "THE" book,

The only thing that connects me to you

Besides the pic that we took.

When I had wished that I had a magical hook,

Which could pull time to a halt

For you are my pepper and my salt

Call me cheesy if you want,

I dont care.

(OH YEA, I can read whats going on up there!!)

Life without you would be tasteless and dark

Very unlike that pic we took,

So full of spark.

I had wished i could hold you forever when I did.

Baby I love you and thats no fib.

I wanna hold you forever,

Wanna hold you tight,

Especially when I need you beside me like tonight.

Out of time, out of mind...

hello all, as the title suggests m running outta time...BIG TIME!! M running outta time to do everything (including posting this). So much to do, so less time. And hell yea I agree with tle "lil whiner" that the meet up was really awesome (though a touch disappointing, nothing can be done about that). But I m gonna refrain from talkin about it as I wanna hear her side of the story first (na na na naa naa : P). Well life isn't really going on makhan but theres not much I can do about it. But atleast i can somewhat see the roller coaster track going up somewhere up ahead hope it turns out well. Still scared of the boards, still bored of this sick system...(note to self: do SOMETHING about this crappy educational system if you ever get to a position with considerable power) Can't wait for all this torture to get over (and also my new phone which awaits me at the end of it all, finally, I'll be alive!!! muahahahahaha fear me!!! at that time that is lol) Well the other thing I just can'y wait for is the next blogger meet up!!!